I live in a beautiful state, where it is sunny all year around, currently at 30 degrees at the end of April when other places in the southern hemisphere are already approaching winter- there’s no sign of that here. I live in a suburb that is 10 minutes drive from the city and 15 minutes from the beach. It takes me 10 minutes to get to work where I love the people I work with and feel a great enjoyment in the work that I do. I go to university 5 minutes from my house, studying something I feel so passionately about. I have friends who mean the world to me. I’ve alienated the ones that had a negative impact on my life and I’ve pulled myself away from a lifestyle that didn’t have a positive impact on my present or future.
But still, there’s something missing. I don’t feel complete but should I? Do we ever feel complete? I’ve had moments when I’ve been 100% happy with this place but now? I can’t say the same. I wish I could feel that content feeling again because at the moment, all I can think about is being anywhere but here. But if I go and move somewhere else, who’s to say I’ll find that missing puzzle?